How do you take the idea of physical death as humans? The idea that we have no choice but to die.
If i watch people dying in the hospital ..it is kind of depressing, the screaming and the helplessness..Dont these ugly sights somehow make you feel angry at times? or confronting always? or Am i the only human having this kind of weird feeling?
I mean why cant we have a choice to choose which type of death we like and when to die ? To have knowledge that someday we have to face death is agonizing and the waiting makes it more unbearable!! the thoughts of death make everything we do in life meaningless. It is like living in a doomed world just waiting when your death wil come!!
Nobody wants to die and we are being forced to die coz of a lousy apple? I mean how do you get rid of this madness about having to face death when you dont want to!! I dont like to be sliced up on the operating table and being tortured like a guinea pig before i die . I just want to sleep in my death just like The Sleeping beauty! Is this too much to ask?
I mean how do we achieve this if to die on purpose is a sin? Has God allowed us to die on our own free will without the guilt? why continue on living when humans are 200% certain their lives will end somehow? I feel stupid ...i find it hard to accept this truth...just because someone ate an apple!! it doesnt make sense to my coconut shell guys!!
Why live when our life is doomed to die!! Why wait when all you can get is more of pain and less of joy...the joy is fleeting but the pain is ongoing!! One day you get Typhoon Hercules that flattens your house then the next you get drought everywhere you go ,a land with no food to eat, no milk and honey ..then there is flooding and on and on comes all the miseries all the way to your grave non stop...so why live? why cant we get this temporary state of living over and done with like TODAY, so we can all go home and wake up happy in Heaven tomorrow ....no more tears and no more death ...is this too hard for God to do ...grant us this one wish?
pls help me make some sense................